All I want...
All I want is people to hang out with... someone to love me... and a nice desk job... is that to fucking much to ask for... hell I'll take any or all of those.
Hahah
haha I just realized Jesse Bradford (the guy who played Joey on Hackers) is also in Romeo and Juliet, Bring It On, A Soldier Never Cries, Clockstoppers, and Swimfan. Heh.
Well thats just
Well thats just fucking fabulous... I figured i'd be doing something today... um but yeah can't fucking find my brother, and I thought we were seeing a movie today (cause we ALWAYS DO) but yeah well guess not... stupid sons of bitches... so its what 3pm... I guess I'm going to bed or something.
I'm bored
I'm bored, fuck people, and um, ciao.
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Marcus Saylor... you pull through and get back to your old self you sonofabitch. Heh. I know you will, you are to stubborn to die, and to strong to gain any dissability from the unfortunate events that happened to you last nite.
(no subject)
Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
Come Stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look, and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I Don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and a mate,
But the time of talking, using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat
Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
So can we find out?
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out (I'd die to find out)
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you (ooh can we find out)
But, ooh I'd die to find out
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
Come Stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look, and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I Don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and a mate,
But the time of talking, using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat
Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain;
I just hold on tight
And If it happens again, I might move so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
So can we find out?
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out (I'd die to find out)
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you (ooh can we find out)
But, ooh I'd die to find out
Well
Well at least something is goig right... after getting pissed and hitting the modem... it connected *laughs* So I'm back on broadband again... for ho wlong who knows... I've had problems with the connection ever since we moved in... and they've been out a billion times and never found aynthing wrong... monday I'm going to demand they replace the cable modem and replace all the coax outside.
oh isn't...
Oh isn't that just fucking great... not only am I without internet till monday, but I fucking failed a stupid ass business ethics class, and as far as I know, I'm not permitted to fail ANY classes... so quite possible... there goes 26k$ and several months down the fucking drain... GOD DAMN FUCKING STORM! GOD DAMN TEACHER! Yet another fucking problem in the past few months to enter my life... You know... I"m about to just fucking completely give up.
I'm still alive
Just to let everyone know I"m still alive, however I will be forced to use dialup untill at least monday. Comcast says thats the ealriest they can get anyone out here... which is bullshit... their lame attempt to make up for it is by giving us cinemax and hbo free for 2 months. I hope and pray that I'll be back on broadband before then. If you don't see me online thats because I'll only be getting on for a few minutes a day to check emails and LJ.
-The Wolf
-The Wolf
(no subject)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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Hrmm I just realized something... Jin Nabors was born and raised in alabama.. lived in north carolina... some other places... now lives in Hawaii... as far as I know he's never been a hoosier... so why the fuck does he sing "back home again in Indiana" heh
Gah
I'm bored... all of town is out having fun in their yards and walking around but me... and I don't know how to get ahold of the people I know that are out having fun... and I told them I doubted I would feel like doing anything after work but I do, I want to go do something, and I have no fucking idea how to get ahold of them.. as I said, another lonely weekend at home.
Oh well off to the couch to fall asleep watching one of the Indiana Jones movies.
Oh well off to the couch to fall asleep watching one of the Indiana Jones movies.
Yet another weekend to be spent alone
*sighs* Well here goes yet another weekend to be spent alone... It's just a bit after 9pm and I'm off to bed, alone and sad... whats new. *sighs*
blah
Well so far the weekend is looking pretty fucking shitty. Don't get to go to the movies tonight becasue my brother is going to be at work till about 2am... which makes like the 3rd weekend in a row no going to the movies (which sucks since we go every single weekend)... I'm starting to think no one is going to walk around tonight which sucks even more... tomorrow I get to work all evening... sunday can't go to the movies because of the race crowd... monday I get to work during the ONLY marathon thats on tv that I want to see... yeah I might as well just go fucking hang myself from the rafter in the garage I do my pull-ups from... yup sounds like a plan.
So...
So, yeah I don't update anymore... not like that many people read. Anyway, got a new air filter for my truck today, runs a lot better now... I didn't realize how fucked up the other one was in just shy of a year's time. However, I noticed something very very very depressing... there are now 50 million new rust spots in the bed of my truck and one place where there is a brand new hole... you know what has done it? The god damn birds and their shit/piss combination. I realized the entire bed is plastered in bird shit. That bed is going to be beyond all repair before summer is over... and as tacky as it sounds, and how bad it is for the value of the truck and its clasic-ness, I am more than likely going to have a bed liner put down. Of course I'll have to patch the few holes, so they can spray (yes I'm going spray on, even worse for the trucks value) the liner down. It'll ruin any chance of re-selling it as a classic, but you know... sometimes shit has to hapen. Somehow I'll get it to work with the look of the truck when I rod it out. If ever do that is, everday I realize what I once saw as a gem is turning into a pile of crap as I notice more rust spots. Its discouraging because I know jack shit about body-repair, and despite my attempts to save up for another vehicle that I can drive daily so I can start work on the truck... something always comes up and causes the car fund to nearly cease to exist. I just don't know anymore, I need to say to hell with it, put a spray on liner it it... save almost every damn dime I can untill next february or march, and just buy a new, not a used-new, but a manufacuter-new vehicle. This is just the icing on the bitter cake of life. I also still can't find anyone to spend my time with as either a friend or more, work says I'm full time but this week and next they are working me very little (10 hous this week, only 20 next). I just don't know. I don't know at all.
Depressfully Yours,
-волк
Depressfully Yours,
-волк
Only one person.
Only one person knows what this is for...
Isod -> Angua von UBerwald
Isod -> Angua von UBerwald
Come on people...
Come on people... Is it that hard to head over to www.ryanmercer.net and sign up?
Damnit
Damn the man, why is it always me that falls madly, deeply, passionately in love with someone who he knows won't return the feeling... who will do nothing but crush and destroy the ever shrinking humanity and will to live that he has. Aye me sad hours seem long!!!!
Come on people
Come on people, like so far none of you have joined carnage blender... here is the link again http://www.carnageblender.com?r=35810 It is a kickass game and I'll be glad to help you out and show you the ropes and what not, just come on and join, you know you have nothing better to do!
Anagrams
Here are some of my favorite anagrams.
Dormitory = Dirty Room
Schoolmaster = The classroom
Elvis = Lives
Western Union = No Wire Unsent
Clint Eastwood = Old West Action
Listen = Silent
Santa = Satan
Evangelist = Evil's Agent
Astronomers = No more stars
The eyes = They see
Conversation = They rant on
Slot Machines = Cash Lost in'em
Mr. Mojo risin' = Jim Morrison (from the Doors song, "L.A. Woman")
The Great New York Rapid Transit Tunnel = Giant Work in Street, Partly Underneath
Heavy Rain? = Hire a Navy!
Funeral = Real Fun
Mother-in-law = Woman Hitler
A Domesticated Animal = Docile, as a Man Tamed it
The United States Bureau of Fisheries = I Raise the Bass to Feed Us in the Future
Vacation Times = I'm Not as Active
Snooze Alarms = Alas! No More Z's
The Detectives = Detect Thieves
The United States of America = Attaineth its cause, freedom
The Earthquakes = That Queer Shake
The Public Art Galleries = Large Picture Halls, I Bet
A Decimal Point = I'm a Dot in Place
Christmas tree = Search, Set, Trim
A Gentleman = Elegant Man
Statue of Liberty = Built to Stay Free
Eleven plus two = Twelve plus one
New York Times = Monkeys Write
David Letterman = Nerd Amid Late TV
Howard Stern = Retard Shown
Information Superhighway = Hi-ho! Yow! I'm surfing Arpanet!
Why shouldn't America go re-elect President Clinton in Ninety-Six? = He has a prime or cunning tendency to wildly solicit Internet sex.
Just because some of us can read and write and do a little math, that doesn't mean we deserve to conquer the universe. (by Vonnegut) =
A masquerade can cover a sense of what is real to deceive us; to be unjaded and not lost, we must, then, determine truth
To be or not to be: that is the question, whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune.(from hamlet) =
In one of the Bard's best-thought-of tragedies, our insistent hero, Hamlet, queries on two fronts about how life turns rotten ( I shit you not that is an anagram, no letters were added or removed. check it for yousrelf... shakespeare probably did that shit on purpose)
Dormitory = Dirty Room
Schoolmaster = The classroom
Elvis = Lives
Western Union = No Wire Unsent
Clint Eastwood = Old West Action
Listen = Silent
Santa = Satan
Evangelist = Evil's Agent
Astronomers = No more stars
The eyes = They see
Conversation = They rant on
Slot Machines = Cash Lost in'em
Mr. Mojo risin' = Jim Morrison (from the Doors song, "L.A. Woman")
The Great New York Rapid Transit Tunnel = Giant Work in Street, Partly Underneath
Heavy Rain? = Hire a Navy!
Funeral = Real Fun
Mother-in-law = Woman Hitler
A Domesticated Animal = Docile, as a Man Tamed it
The United States Bureau of Fisheries = I Raise the Bass to Feed Us in the Future
Vacation Times = I'm Not as Active
Snooze Alarms = Alas! No More Z's
The Detectives = Detect Thieves
The United States of America = Attaineth its cause, freedom
The Earthquakes = That Queer Shake
The Public Art Galleries = Large Picture Halls, I Bet
A Decimal Point = I'm a Dot in Place
Christmas tree = Search, Set, Trim
A Gentleman = Elegant Man
Statue of Liberty = Built to Stay Free
Eleven plus two = Twelve plus one
New York Times = Monkeys Write
David Letterman = Nerd Amid Late TV
Howard Stern = Retard Shown
Information Superhighway = Hi-ho! Yow! I'm surfing Arpanet!
Why shouldn't America go re-elect President Clinton in Ninety-Six? = He has a prime or cunning tendency to wildly solicit Internet sex.
Just because some of us can read and write and do a little math, that doesn't mean we deserve to conquer the universe. (by Vonnegut) =
A masquerade can cover a sense of what is real to deceive us; to be unjaded and not lost, we must, then, determine truth
To be or not to be: that is the question, whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune.(from hamlet) =
In one of the Bard's best-thought-of tragedies, our insistent hero, Hamlet, queries on two fronts about how life turns rotten ( I shit you not that is an anagram, no letters were added or removed. check it for yousrelf... shakespeare probably did that shit on purpose)