Ok, Life has me majorly confused right now. One second I'm ready to join the army, the next I"m afraid to incase I meet someone I love and they love me back and things work out for us... So I've decided to wait till my last month of higschool till I'll sign the paperwork... just incase someone comes along and loves me as much as I love them. I know its a very very minimal chance but I"m still gonna hope.. *sighs* life is upsetting.