by the way... here is a post I wanted to post in Laura's jorunal... but she or matt (most likely matt) has removed me from her friends list. here it is...

Your such a fake... at your show when you were sitting there with me saying you want to be friends and crap I guess you were a liar. Cause you just said we aren't friends and you don't want to be friends. Whatever though. I don't really care. I jus tlike to know the truth about things is all. If matt wishes me out of your life and you bow to his every command then I guess its your decision to so I will do as you wish. Good-bye. You'll never have to see or talk to me again. You think this has all been hard on you. Well the hard thing is telling mom we are still friends to keep her happy. And to lie to her everyday making up excuses why I don't talk to you.