I just realized that I've been at this job for 5 months now. Still, hardly anyone talks to me, they haven't really trained me... right now they are training a person who just started two weeks ago, and he's telling me everything they tell him so I have some idea of whats going on... becuase all that I know now is what I've learned by listening to everything everyone around my cubicle talks about and from trial and error. You know, I can't seem to get anything good to happen. I send Kirsten some flowers today... and her work is claiming no one by her name works there, so the flowers have dissapeared into limbo or something... whatever.