So turns out I"m not going to work today becasue I woke up and literally had to struggle just to breathe... then after literally blowing about a toilet paper roll full of goo out of my nose... and coughing up lumps of blood rather violently for about a half hour... I managed to get enough breath and get the room to stop spinning from the coughing to call work and say I wouldn't be in and that if I could get my mom to loan me the money I'd go tot he doctor (which I have no intention of trying as I hate doctors) and they acted all pissed off... well you know what... every last one of them called in sick with this the past 2 weeks for 2-5 days at a time... I've had it for a week... its so bad that I decided I need to stay home with decongestants and dry it up... and they act like its some big fucking deal... so fuck them I'm gonna start trying to find a new job and if they say shit to me about missing today when I go back tomorrow (my lungs willing) then I'll cock slap them in front of the masses