I can't do this... I can't keep living... I just can't... I tried... I tried so hard... I took all kinds of shit... I'm serious, I can't deal with it. 3 days left with a roof over my head... 3 days till I turn 18... no car, no money, no job... I get to spend my 18th birthday weekend alone... don't even have my brother to spend it with cause he's on road call for coke this weekend. *sighs* things need to get much better in the next 3 days... and I need to find a place to live close enough to places that are hiring so I'll be able to walk to a job.