Love...

I wish I could have love in my life... I try so hard... I've tried so much... I just need someone to share my life with god damnit... I don't just want someone... I bloody fucking need someone. *growls* I just don't know what to fuckin do... I've tried being myself... tried being other people... tried being what people wanted... I've tried being nothing, I've tried being everything... GAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!