Well Brandy has met someone... here I quote her journal "I had a wonderful day. I have sort of met someone and they make me really happy and it is amazing how things between two people can escalate so much within just a 24 hour period. GOD I AM SO HAPPY! There is no word in the english language that can describe how happy i am." Anyway. Um... I guess I'm happy for her, or somethin like that. My life is spiralling down the drain faster and faster every second... I want to leave this place... leave all my memories behind... No... I really want to die... I wish I would have had the balls to do it last nite... when I was going to... I wouldn't have had to deal with what i found out today and what else happened today. OH well... I don't fuckin care.