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I really miss Mila, I know putting her to sleep was the best thing for her (in one week she had gone from being able to chase rabbits around the yard to not even being able to stand up) however I miss her, I wish dogs didn't age as fast, I wish they aged the same as humans. Mila was, as far as I'm concerned, my sister. It is just weird coming home and not having her sitting their waiting for me. It's difficult to sit down and eat becuase she isn't there to beg from you. We still have her food and water dish out, and I keep changing the water out of habit. Everytime the doorbell rings, or someone pages me on yahoo I nearly blurt out the words "it's ok Mila" (any of you that knew her knew the doorbell turned her into some vicious beast, that is , untill you came inside then she was the cowardly lion). It's gonna take a long time to get used to her being gone. She was with us through 3 different houses, she helped me through dad's death... she always listened when I needed to talk. Now all I have left is Bun... and Bun can't return love, all he can do is sit there and be someone to talk to. I want a new pet, however I can't replace Mila so I don't plan on getting a new pet anytime soon.

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Well, my '2nd family' moved to Texas yesterday, and I'll never see them again, now I have an enormous amount of free time as I did stuff with them almost every day of the week. Then I got home yesterday to find that Mila can't stand up anymore, she can't get up onto her back legs... she's been having trouble... we had to carry her from place to place yesterday and she'd growl and snap... this morning she bit me when I was trying to help her outside... so its time to put her down *sigh*. Well, bad things always happen in three... one and two have happened, what will three be I wonder.

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Well that house isn't going to happen... its very very nice... but... they want 6k$ down just for me to bid (because its a hud)... well 60k would be about as much as I could afford to finance by myself... and I don't have 6k$ for the down payment/earnest money so I can even bid on it... and they've had sevearl investors looking at it in the past few days so it'll go for more than 60k. On another note... my notebook had a few pixels burnt out on it, so I tried to get the screen replaced... and dell is going to replace it for free... pretty cool considering I only found 3 pixels burnt out... however I won't have it back till tuesday (I sent it back to them monday... and they shipped it out again today... and estiamted delivery on the fed ex tracker is the 2nd, which is tuesday... so only 8 days without it... but... I want it back... its so friggin nice out and I could be sitting out side using my wifi to do all of this in the nice weather)

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Well that house isn't going to happen... its very very nice... but... they want 6k$ down just for me to bid (because its a hud)... well 60k would be about as much as I could afford to finance by myself... and I don't have 6k$ for the down payment/earnest money so I can even bid on it... and they've had sevearl investors looking at it in the past few days so it'll go for more than 60k. On another note... my notebook had a few pixels burnt out on it, so I tried to get the screen replaced... and dell is going to replace it for free... pretty cool considering I only found 3 pixels burnt out... however I won't have it back till tuesday (I sent it back to them monday... and they shipped it out again today... and estiamted delivery on the fed ex tracker is the 2nd, which is tuesday... so only 8 days without it... but... I want it back... its so friggin nice out and I could be sitting out side using my wifi to do all of this in the nice weather)

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I absolutely love Kirsten... November is too far away, and whats worse is she won't be able to move here till the end of December/beginning of January because she has the fall semester to do. Oh well, we have our tons of phone conversation every night and literally dozens of emails back and forth a day... plus a few visits planned. Ahh, this is great... hopefully I can get that house... and then we'll even have a place to call our own :)

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Can I get everyone that prays to pray for me... I found a house right across the street for sale... thats only 60k$ (it's a repo but I knew the people that owned it and its a nice house) and the payments are only going to be like 368 a month for me... and thats cheaper than I can even get the smallest apartment in town for... if you would pray that I (Ryan Mercer) get the house... :) . Something like this doesn't come around often and I gotta try... I"m pretty sure I can get it, but a little prayer never hurts!