Soo...

So somehow when my dad died... he moved with us the first time. Me Josh and Aaron all thought something dwelled in the Decatur house... we all could feel it and someone always seemed to be with you even if you were alone. You would get static shock all the time in the house also, you'd touch the drywall and get a static shock, touch a door knob get a static shock, touch a light switch get a static shock, touch anything that energy could discharge into and get a static shock. Well today I found out that the lady that is renting-to-own it from us says a ghost lives there with her and her husband. That he is tall and has a mustache and his name sounds like Mark... she knows nothing about my dad, hell she's never even met any of us, our realtor put her in the hosue and stuff and HE doesn't even know anything about my dad. Well my dad was tall and skinny, wore a mustache and his name was Mark.... now I almost want the house back... think if I show up over there tomorrow and ask if I can spend my birthday with my dad the lady will freak out, or let me in?

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Mark. A. Mercer
Dad, it's been 7 years and 5 days now... since you died. I thought that it would get easier every year... as I adjusted to you being gone. However it only seems to be getting worse, as I have said in the past, because you aren't here for so much, I'm starting to make my life better, I have an Associates Degree, I have a security clearence and a Federal job... I plan on going back for my bachelors and pursuing a job with the State Police and Ultimately the USSS or the FBI. I want to apologize, apologize for 7 years and 5 days ago today. When I held your hand, and held you as you died. I apologize for making you fight on, for not wanting you to leave us. You could hear my voice, and as long as I talked your heart fought to stay beating because you didn't want death to take you. Finally I stopped talking to let you go, I'm sorry for stopping talking, Maybe my voice was helping you, maybe without it there you were afraid. I guess I won't find out for quite some time, untill I make it to heaven. I can only hope that you met God and weren't afraid, or sorry. 7 days to go and I'll be 20... I drive your truck... Fishing Truck #2... oh man you should have seen this truck I had a little bit ago... it was a 67 chevy c-10 and was the factory red paint and it had faded to this really neat orange. You held on as long as you could, fought to stay... fought so you wouldn't have to leave me... Never with words can I thank you for lasting as long as you did... for the longest time I was upset but you made a sacrifice of great pain to stay as long as you could. There for a while I worked at the cemetary and got to visit you every day... last time I visited you mom's boyfriend's mother had passed away and is burried just a row or two away from you. I'm moving out on my own come May... Oh!!! I'm a mason!!! However neither you or Joe were there for my Entered Apprentice Degree, I am supposed to do my fellowcraft the day after my birthday but I just cant seem to get the stuff memorized so I don't think it is going to happen then. Mila still misses you sometimes I think... she is more spoiled than ever she won't even go out if the grass is wet and she has awful allergies (some hunting dog she turned out to be). Joe isn't doing to well, he's been real sick on and off the past few years he may be joining you and his wife soon so keep an eye out for him. I miss you dad, and I love you...
The lord is my Shepherd I shall not want
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures
He leadeth me beside the still waters
He restoreth my soul
He Guideth me in straight paths for his name sake
Yea though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear
no evil
For thou art with me Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me
Thou preparest a table before me in the presents of my enemies Thou
has anointed
my head with oil, my cup runeth over
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and
I shall
live in the house of the lord for ever and ever
(a note for lj'rs... if you disrespect my father and his memory with idiotic and/or rude comments as some have you done in the past, not only will I delete the comment but I will kill you.)

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So... work rocks... it is easy work, and man the day just flies by so fast... like the 8 hours go by in what seems like an hour or two... it just friggin rocks!!! Also my tony little gazelle rocks to... hrmm what else... added 2 more pieces of vinyl art to my truck... biohazard symbols placed beautifully on the bottom corners of my windshield in the same silver that The Wolf is in... it's beautiful... I'll have to get pics up in a day or two if I can remember....
Thats all for now.
-Волк

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Did you all see what mcdonalds is going to start doing? (they announced this yesterday)
http://money.cnn.com/2005/03/10/news/fortune500/mcdonalds.reut/index.htm?cnn=yes
*for those of you who don't wanna go to the link... basically they are outsorcing their drive thru tellers... so you'll be placing your order and the person taking your order will be in another state*
You'll pull up to the drive-thru and say and some guy in an Indian accent will go "oh no you can't eat the cow, the cow is sacred please try again"... because you know they aren't going to outsource to other states... they'll take it over-seas to India like computer companies did their tech-support